And What Does That Mean?

Thursday, I told Nauber to call me after school. We were trying to book a trip to Disney, and I needed to get confirmation from him on his availability. And there's a friend in Tampa he wanted to visit, so we needed to organize around that, too. But he never called. Friday night I tried calling, but no answer. He called at 10pm to say he got home at 9, having had "stuff" to take care of, and then was on the phone with a friend. He felt sick and was heading to bed. Uhh, OK.

So, I made plans to go to Brad's house Saturday afternoon. Nauber called at noon, so I told him what I was up to. There was a Brazilian BDay party again that night, and he said he wanted to go early, so I would be too late for him, so he'd 'call on Sunday'. Whatever. At 9:30, I get a call from Michael, who is at the party with Nauber, and he said Dulci (the hostess of the party) said I should come over. I asked how long they'd be there, and he said about an hour, so I said it wasn't worth heading over. Michael tried handing the phone to Nauber, and I heard him say "Why would I want to talk to HIM?" Nice. Michael said they might go to the club after.

I went to the club, myself. Brad and a bunch of his friends were going, anyway, so I was hanging out with them. The hottie Brazilian from last September (click HERE for a refresher) was there. I chatted with him for a while. He'd been in a 3-month relationship that ended that very day. He had apparently moved in with the guy, so was now homeless. He said one of his (Brazilian) friends there that night offered to let him crash. Michael then calls to say they are on their way to the club. But, they never show up. Hottie left early, not sure where he went, but I had told him to call sometime to hang out. I did specify I am still seeing someone.

A part of me TOTALLY wanted to invite him over. Russell was out of town, and he needed a place to crash, and Nauber was ditching me. Brad said Go For It. But I couldn't bring myself to do that to Nauber. I do have genuine feelings for him. Not exactly sure what he's feeling for me, yet.

Sunday, I picked Nauber up, and he was cold and distant for the first hour. We went to my place, and he mentioned he was going to a movie with Michael that night, and I was welcome to come along. I love being the tag-along in their relationship. But we called the girl in Tampa, and worked out the details, and I booked a trip to Florida, with a week at Disney, including tickets for the Cirque du Soleil show there - La Nouba. Once I kissed him, he switched; gave me a tight hug, started kissing me, said he had missed me. So, of course, we had sex. He still turns me on way too much for me to ever say no to that.

Monday night, I said the Eu Te Amo again ("I love you"). Again, he kissed me but did not say anything in return. The movie "He's Just Not That Into You" comes out this coming weekend. We will probably go see it, because Michael wants to. Yea...