Monday night I got 'stood up' by Leo. We didn't have specific plans, but he had said he wanted to see me again. I called, no answer, left a message, he never called back. Watched Crash Monday night - by myself. Rather depressing moving. Plus I was in a down mood 'cuz of Leo. So, not a happy night. When I went to bed I tried to think sex thoughts to hopefully inspire a good sex dream. I haven't had one in a while. No such luck...
Tuesday night I had a dream that I was in my bedroom, looking out the window. It was dark in the room, but decent moonlight outside. Suddenly, the door opens, and some guy charges in and lunges at me with a big kitchen knife. I dodged, and he hit the mattress, but he pulled back and was about to lunge again when I woke up. I do not think I have ever woken up so fast. My heart was racing, and my breathing was tight. I did the "just a dream, just a dream" for a few minutes, then went back to sleep.
The next round of dreams were not as scary, but most of it was not memorable. Then, I was dreaming that I was hanging out with Sergio. Not sure where we were, but it was a coastal town with lots of cafes and shoppes in the downtown area. Unfortunately, the streets in the downtown area were all under heavy construction, so there was nowhere to park. We were looking for a parking space, and ended up at the Hyatt. As we were cutting through the lobby, Sergio stopped at the registration desk, and I saw him check in. When he came back over, I asked why he checked in to the hotel. He put his arm around me, pulled me closer, and said, "So we could spend the night together." Then he kissed me.
The alarm clock then decided to go off, so I did not get to see what happened next. But I woke up with major morningwood, so I at least know what my reaction would have been... It put me in a 'mood' again today. I wish I could get over him.
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Mr man... well well well... Th scary dream thing we both had except mine was on monday night.
I did have the ex dream tho... but it does remind me... I need to get laid.
Hunny...
1st - scary dream - I hate shit like that. scares the hell outta me (duh)
2nd - yes, I wish you could get over sergio, too. it has been too long, and if you want my honest opinion, I think it's part of why you haven't met anyone yet - because in your heart, you are not available. You are not over him.
I have no idea how to help you get over him, other than change of scenery, getting the hell outta dodge... and since that's not on the agenda for awhile, then, well... shit, man. I dunno.
I think daemian's onto something - you need to get laid :)
and btw, daemian, ,if you want to keep reading newlyweds, you're gonna need to let me know so I can invite you, and you better subscribe to my podcast! (sorry for the self promotion plug on your blog gbf...)
xoxo
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